$erendipity….!!!

To,
The soul of my soul,
its 27th July again…!!
It’s been a year, memories took me back. It was raining that day ,beautiful rain makes the dreams more beautiful ! Rains & the free crowd sound effects gifted us the beautiful evening . Life was just perfect at all dimensions of feelings. You,me & the tryst …

I painted a picture & it was you..you entwined me with your charm & enchanted with your words..& my heart felt the thing which was invisible to the eyes. The moment we indulged our feelings,the earth was metamorphosed , there was no rain no traumas.. Just triumph on air !! Just pie in the sky !!
Yeah i fell in love with you sweetheart… you made me me happy , u were the first one to make me feel like i am special, you made me laugh just when i wanted to cry..you looked at me like i was the only one . The beautiful hug made life perfect.

28th dawn..
the weirdest thing happened other morning,i woke up with tears in my eyes & one rolling down on my cheek.. I knew i must have been dreaming of you again !!
You’ve been nobody for me then why would I be mad. everything is disappeared everything is lost..you are not here but then why your shadows your presence is here , why i feel something that i never felt before, why i see you in my dreams . All unsaid answers. You are an illusion ! Castles in spain !!
Sometimes its difficult to wait for someone..& its difficult to forget someone .. but the most difficult thing is to decide whether to wait or to forget someone !! Holding on you is making me strong day by day, but at one end its like letting you go away from me…yeah I’m strong enough to bare your absence but it doesn’t mean that i don’t miss you.. you are still here,
in me..
in my dreams..
in my soul… !!
I feel scared a little ,Everything is going against my love.. even the destiny , & even the one, one who loves me….life is moving on n on with invisible you..with your visible dreams..!
Time heals the pain , & practical life makes you strong.. I’ve accepted you the way you are.. The way you said u wanted to leave.. & The way you said you wanted to walk away.
moments I’m missing a part of me that loved you madly , love is still there but madness is lost may be forever..
After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don’t always mean something.. Promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made and goodbyes really are forever 😦
I miss you in my dreams whispering something softly.. your voice softer than the silk, saying something…something which is, is far more differs the reality. You mean everything to me you smile at me in my dreams when you are sad i feel sad & when i see your true smile i feel incredible like there is no other thing around & all i can see is you…

Love never betrayed you.. its just people don’t understand its meaning.. I don’t have any reasons to fall for you, because loving someone don’t need reasons..Everyone says that love hurts,but that’s not true cause loneliness hurts , rejection hurts, walking away from someone hurts but people confuse this things with love…Love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.
Life is going on & on with new people, new friends n new stars..
still there invisible you..invisible thoughts, n invisible miracles.. !!Life has no regrets.

Meeting you was an accident ..A beautiful Accident..!! Serendipity..!!

P.S.
I Miss you..